wateva

2006-12-15T14:21:00.000+08:00

today's friday.
i'm super bored.
so when i'm bored, com is my new best fren.
then comes, you-tube then if i'm so super bore, comes blog.

happy birthday (13th dec) to HAFIZ (choc caramel hazelnut cream colour GUY, that's him)and misaki satoshi (wazzy, wazzzz uppp, dammit, lame)

k, some pics coming up!

all smiles from e boys.

i'm riding on hafiz 'RS-125'! wowww!

from there:hafiz,kev and me

james just look like a dork

above is e choc caramel hazelnut cream bird-day boy. awwww shhooo sweett

all celebrations comes wif a price ah-neh.

2006-12-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

its been a hell of a long time since i blogged.
i actually alomost forgotten my passwerd and had to try a few times.
tests over and holiday!!
dubai and bangkok.
nom jiak jia and tut jiak jiak. tats all e thai i know.
kap.pun.kap.

would be back wif pics frm hols soon.
erm, if im free and back alive. hohho
merry christmas.

2006-09-25T18:12:00.000+08:00

yes yes..it's been such a long long time i updated

any shocking update?

we parted. i'm back to singlehood.

Pls don't ask why and wat happened.

because the only answer i would give you is: "I want to be single and have my own life fer now".

Some things in life just din't work out as well as you want it to be. it's as simple as that.

can't wait fer attachments to end soon.

Plans fer the 1 week break:
1. Pulau ubin trip with ong,eekian,alvin and chun ming.
2. Boys Nite out with apiss,ian,joe and hopefully kev.
3. Maybe back to johor with kev.
4. Breaking fast with my old school peeps. faris,fizy,zul,asraf,fir.

2006-05-24T19:56:00.000+08:00

i'm soO damm tired after night shifts.

okie. i got into ADM cocoa pte ltd.

delon and the choc factory. wow.

it might not be a bad thing afterall.

plus not forgettig some idiot clazmates of mine who makes fun! hah!

" eh lon, kong guan biskit factory across the road. During lunch, make urself a warm hot choc in the cocoa factory, then go kong guan take some biskits. afterwhich, you can go to the apple factory nearby and have an apple fer desert."

i'm SO blessed to have such thoughtful and wonderful frens!

NOT! hah.

2006-05-23T12:12:00.000+08:00

In a winding path i walked.
A path filled with a strong stench.
Lost and shut from the world outside.
Evrything dark and black.
This lonely forest,
filled with nothing but evil.
The evil ones;
jeolously, doubts, insecurities.
evyrthin but positive
i reckon. Would i ever see light again?

So i continued to struggle through.
Then suddenly a glimpse of hope.
My light!
Obvious in this dark serenity!

I ran for as though i yearn for it.
There, it was a cave with a path of light,
shining from the otehr end.
Over the other side, her hand reached for me,
and i held on to it.
She pulled me over and showed me her other side of the world.

Birds chirping, rainbows hanging in the clear light blue sky!
sound of the flowing rivers, wonderful Scent of the flowers.
Evrything my senses crave for!

Now, its ours.

Our magical world.

written by:
delon

the story of big brownback and little brownback hare

2006-05-19T13:01:00.000+08:00

The story of big brownback hare and little brownback hare

written by: serene
told by: delon

Once upon a time,
In a land called bunny land,
There lived two bunnies-
Big Brownback and little Brownback.

They were childhood friends,
Studying in the same elementary bunny school.
Little Brownback was a fierce perfect.
On the other hand,
Big Brownback was a mischievous bunny
Hopping around and smashing flowers.
Little Brownback could not stand seeing the beautiful flowers being destroyed.
So she hopped over and chided big Brownback.

After the incident,
Big Brownback and little Brownback drifted apart.

As time passed,
Big brownback and little Brownback grew up.
They were hares now.

One fine sunny morning,
Big Brownback hare noticed little Brownback hare in a funny coincidence.
They grew to like each other in a beautiful way.
Like two poles,
One at Santa and the other at Dino land
They were drawn together like elephant glue.

Sticky as glue is,
Little Brownback hare still had her doubts.

On one dazzling starry night,
When the big full blue moon was out,
Little Brownback hare and big Brownback hare went for a walk at the nearby river.
They found a grassy patch and rested.

There,
Little Brownback hare asked big Brownback hare.
“How much do you love me?”
Big Brownback hare exclaimed,
“As long as your hands can be stretched.”
Little Brownback hare was not convinced.
She replied,
“I love you all the way from my head to my toe.”

Big Brownback hare exclaimed slightly louder,
“I love you all the way from my head to my toe and back.”
“Ooh... you have a long body, so you do love me a lot!”
Little Brownback hare replied cautiously.

Little Brownback hare was still not satisfied with big Brownback hare’s answer.
She pointed to the river
And said ignorantly,
“I love you as long as the river flows.”
Big brownback hare exclaimed at the top of his lungs,
“I love you as long as the river flow and back.”

It was getting late,
Little Brownback hare rubbed her eyes tearfully.
She felt that big Brownback hare could not give her the reply she longed for.
Big Brownback hare told little Brownback hare to close her eyes and rest.

Defiantly,
Little Brownback hare whimpered and said in a shaky voice,
“I love you all the way to the blue moon.”
Big Brownback hare remain silent
As he watched little Brownback hare drift off to sleep.
When finally little Brownback hare had dozed off to bunny dreamland,
He whispered in his most earnest voice,
“I love you all the way to the blue moon and back.”

2006-05-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

its been a freaky long while i updated my blog.

cptc..it sucks. but lucky thers peeps which keeps me going and alive!

tp pple noisy. nyp pple surprisinly pretty quiet.

soccer. valen is ur name.

ur specs ex big fuck ah?

ex watch big fuck ah?

hp beta than mine, big fuck ah?

u beta watch ur evry movement boy coz if not ure going down! rite apiss?

hafiz kick ball at ger face then ger say: nvr say sorry... hahahaha
me and hafiz tackle real hard on tt act rich fuck
my peeps throwin stones at each other's head but wif helmet of course!
hougang ger smokes. accept it joe.

about me. i got my license. Weeeeeee. 24/04 wif 10points!
and im hapily attached to the love of my life.
serene. love you darling!

2006-04-30T14:56:00.000+08:00

racism.
its okie to 'make fun' of races infront of close pple u noe and pple noe ure just kidding. thats 'racism' on the outside.

but when u have racism real deep down inside ur blood, thats thats something big!

its sad,its wrong!

just prolly bcoz of some blacksheeps among different races,
people start judging and have bad impressions of the particular race.

just bcoz of some blacksheeps acting like hooligans and have a higher prenancy rates and all makes the race a disgrace and be looked down upon.

come on, we are all created by the one above!
with similar features.
nose,mouth,eyes,ears and limbs..we all have it.

the worst thing is that YOU judge even ur own pple who mix around with the race.
hello,wake up. not everybody is like that.

well, people are all the same.
we always get judge by what we do...
if im ugly, so ARE YOU.

ure a church goer, whers the love.

if u dislike me bcz of my environment and circle of frens.
then thats ur problem.

i still love ur daughter nevertheless auntie.
just stop saying hurtful stuff to your daughter.

2006-04-13T08:41:00.000+08:00

Dark Clouds
I was on Cloud Nine,
And before it came, everything was fine.

Dark Clouds from a distant i saw,
And i knew what i'm in for.

Soon, the Dark Clouds overshadow all of me,my world
the sunny sky walked on by me.

My shadow, my smile disappear.
Dark Clouds of thoughts.
When would it ever go?

So i close my eyes.
Sleep.
Everything is gonna be fine.

Dark Clouds of thoughts, I hate You.

2006-03-24T10:56:00.000+08:00

to delon darl'

she doesnt need to have dimples
neither hazel brown eyes
nor long flowy hair

all she needs to have is

that wide grin
the smile that makes you fall in love with her
instanteoulsy

little faith haha :)

baskets of love.serene.

for delon, with love

2006-03-16T11:29:00.000+08:00

for delon,

with love
serene.

When I was young
I used to play silly games
To find out if he loves me not.

Delicate petals revealing my fragile secrets
Anticipating the charmed one
If he was love

Occasionally
My foolish antics uncover hope
That spells lasting
And so I thought.

That day
I experienced serendipity
A beautiful coincidence

No longer did I have to play
This game of mine
For
he was called love.

I chant
He loves me
He loves me not.

It was
He loves me so.

2006-03-15T09:51:00.000+08:00

its been a long time i blogged.
and thers someone who sae that my darling made my life boring.
if im not wrong that someone is a girl name: cindi.
tats not true k! hahhaa.

ive been werkin. and yeap. my partner fer o.briens express is gone.
he quit! nw, im left alone. but who wouldnt be pissed if yr manager treats you like that?!?

nvm. chemical and pharmaceutical technologist in e making and the making of "CROSSROADS", the mediteranean restaurant.

Although yes..yes..i noe guys..the stupid bloody cafe at marriot hotel entrance and beside BREADTALK used our name and we found out not long ago.
well, people out ther..we could hav earn millions of dollars on copyright laws.

but we r gracious people so we din sue the owner of that restaurant which is always packed we people!

nvm.."Serendipty",e cafe coming up also.
the meaning: beautiful conincidence =)

i love my crazy ger!
just you and me.
and the wind beneathe the tree.

2006-02-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

e worst paper is coming!

maths!

its not like its difficult but.

its not out fault rite guys!

don you guys agree that you don understand the topics or words thats comin out of the teacher's mouth?

which in turn led us to not comin to class?

gosh. oh dear. my godness.

im tinkin of certain stuffs that im not suppose to be thinkin and get affected!

i just hope i don flop the paper!!!!

2006-02-02T11:24:00.000+08:00

i heard the recorded prank conversation on hafiz handphone.

man,we r jz good!

i love pranks.
thats what bring life and happy mode..wee

like e fish swimmin in e sea wee.
like peewee playhouse.

2006-01-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

tmr cameroon highlands till tues.

hope it wld not be borin wif strawberry farms.

its jz emotions thats takin me over.

2006-01-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

today is e open house help out thing.

we r suppose to promote our courses.

yes..of cuz ther were chicks.

(k tts not e point.. back to e topic.)

we were like "promotin" out course in a damm unprofessional manner and made fun of many things!

i came up wif a wonderful slogan: "study life sci and it would bring you good health"

yeah! yeah! good health. k, thers no link bt wat e hell.

at least it made pple laugh then they would feel more comfy =)

delon: yes yes! life sci fer you! anythin we can help? we're e top students frm e bottom! yeah! and yes! life sci brings you good health.

0level student: do we need to learn maths in e life sci courses?

hafiz: yes! have to learn maths! molecular biotech..they learn BIO MATHS
and food sci, they learn FOOD MATHS.
AND chem and pharm tech, we learn CHEM MATHS.

*for those reli cock fellow,fyi there's no such thing as food maths guys.
*and we reli said "Yeah!" as in "Yeah" well you get wat i mean..yah.

life sci rocks! huhu.

2006-01-15T06:02:00.000+08:00

wow.wow.wow!

m.o.s was big.

though i almost had a fight.

forget bout it.

it was still a fun nite.

gd nite now.

before i leave...yan...u're an ass...anyhow post ting ah.
ferst song then now kev pic. balls.

2006-01-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

i just had to put this up lon. sorry.

2006-01-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

super tired afta werk.
proceed to drivin.
last subject.
subject 33. must not accumulate more than 18 points or immediate failure:

2: mount kerb -----immediate failure
63: improper action causin near accident.

Score:

2 immedaite failure
4 demerit point.

Conclusion: Repeat subject 33.

maybe tiredness caused lost of focus.

oh well.. tmr Zul's bdae.
we r goin M.O.S.
yeah.

2006-01-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

at werk:
-alarm clock is not pronounced as ah-larm clock.
-e bread doesnt fall down

ferst this ger pronounced alarm clock as ah-larm clock.
second: she said: delon, the bread fall down, can help me pick it up?

e bread doesnt fall down my fren. it
dropped?

understand sumathi?

and yan, thanks fer makin my blog even worst!
its soO super confusin and noisy wif that fav song of urs: mr.lonely!
WoW..amazing!

yah.

2006-01-01T09:02:00.000+08:00

its e new year.

i did not join my peeps cz was too tired.

instead,chill out wif yan and nadia.

damm! a year jz passed like tat.

tings tat hapen durin 2002 sure brings joy and laughter and nevertheless, a hint of sadness.

but its over. and im so lookin forward to e new year.

hope nice tings wld happen and start of sumthin gooooddd.

still, as im bloggin, i remembered a close fren of mine.

sumthin bad had happen and its shockin things jz happen out of e sudden.

at one point things might seem so right but before u know it, things turned inside out.

we take people ard us fer granted and though tings like "cherish ur loved ones ard you" had been told and repeated million of times............

we still take tings for granted.

my people, i love you guys!

and oh..mum dad and sis and aunties and uncles and cousns too and distant relatives.

hope tat 2006 wld be a blessed yr fer evryone of us.

my resolution: ferst: being able to leave 2005 behind.
second: more drive, more focus and put in more hard work.
third: more consistant in gym.
fourth: jz freakin find a simple ger to marry.like as if im damm
old! balls to you!

orite guys. here's sumthin frm my werk place:
WAT SPREAD TO YOU GET IF U MIX BUTTER AND MUSTARD?

THINK!

THINK HARD!

orite! the answer:
BASTARD! get it? laugh ah!

2005-12-30T23:27:00.001+08:00

just came back frm town.

and yes. sales evrywher.

my pocket is almost empty.

tmr wat wld be up to on new years eve?

mst prob i wld be at sentosa countin down wif my frens!

yeah!free entry. why not free drinks too?

k. lets see how it goes tmr.

tired.sleepy.numb. gd nite.

2005-12-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

I tink i need a club.

then a dance.

then a couple of drinks.

get a little high.

then puke away a couple of times till i fall asleep.

anybody care to join me?

2005-12-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

2005-12-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

tok to yan about how quite shitty i felt

and we touch on topic on gers these days.

gers jz play ard with guys these days.

when wld gers stop making guys feel shitty?

these days its gers who break guys hard.

2005-12-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

today audrey came to my plce fer dinner.

talk to her as much as i could and get to know her beta.

but not too sure if we're considered close.

and i found out frm my mum tt.

well..pple all said she's very sweet and pleasant.

gave her e bracelet. dunno whether she likes it anot. but oh well..

about perception bout her. details e nxt ime i see you guys =)

thank you audrey fer comin to dinner =)

2005-12-24T17:07:00.000+08:00

werk; thanks to sumathi fer followin to get the present durin break.

grandpa:
browsin thru the pics in my com.
i miss grandpa. last christmas, me and sis and cousins took pics wif him.
i miss weekends watchin soccer wif him.
i miss stayin over at his place.
i miss buying breakfast fer him.
His fav porridge and bee hoon.

Yesterday's feelings:
came across pics which i took wif fizza.
i learnt alot frm tat experience.
became wiser.

yet, at the same time, it left a deep scar and a sense of fear.

her:
i've been thinkin.
i'm abstainin from fallin fer tis ger relli hard.
i said wateva i had to sae yest nite i tink.

i heed advices.
they reli are true.
i don wana end up wif nothin.

eve, alone.
my people, u guys can nw sing mr.lonely.
partly im lazy.

Audrey might be coming fer dinner on Mon. =)

listenin to gavin mcgraw :"follow thru"
i swear i wld marry anyone who sing me this song!
shit.emo.balls.

wld you sing me the song?

2005-12-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

SCL KICK-OFF!

We're the champions.
As team captain, i would like to thank my guys! and oh oh..ger!
Hafiz,Kevin,Joe,Alfian,Kenji,Ken,Zai,and not forgetting the cute,adorable,simple striker, Nuria!!!!

Happy,sha-la-la-la!

Guys,sori bt i hav to sae again. Nuria cute lah.

And oh..i found a new gal-fren! Audrey lim.

Goodness sake guys. Not audrey wijaya.

She's nice =)

2005-12-01T20:57:00.001+08:00

so so so freakin pissed wif my mum.

question frm herarty u're goin, thers lots of malays? u goin with malays?"

Advice frm her: "dont stay in malay frens placesm, i dont allow"

I said: "u mean malay aint humans? why trest them differently" Why e racism"

She said: "this is not racism! i jz don like u to mix wif them"

Gosh!!! doesnt mean the bad malays she sees outside are the same types of malays i mix with.
Some of my very best of frens had been wif me fer YEARS!

So wat if they are malay.
Its not like they commit crime or somethin.

Is this wat she learn in church?
Tats weird!!! coz thats not wat i learn neither tats wat my church teaches!

They taght me to accept and love.
AND NOT DETEST! TREatEVRYONE WIF EQUAL RESPECT. COZ THEY ARE ALL GOD'S CHILDREN

Look whose suppoase to be reading more bible.
I might not read my bible on daily basis bt at least i noe certain stuff like treatin pple wif equal respect!!

She jz spoil my nite ahead.
How i'm i suppose to enjoy at DBL-O now?

Sat chinablack. Not really sure if i can make it now after all these.

Neither i cld stay over at yan's place now. Damm shit ass balls.

2005-11-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

new semester here!

met my people alredi.

sch is fun wif frens like them.

so wats up and new amomg us?

hmmm...kevin who suddenly got engross in fishes.

yeap..on the ferst day , he kept going on and on about his fish tank at home.

tats kevin...hmm, who else.

hah..ther's yan / elephant / alfian.

this guy gt a bike and all tested except me cz
ferstly, im not allowed to ride a bike.
secondly, im so afraid of destroyin his beloved bike.

hafiz? his still the same with fake beard. nothing much changes.

joe? his hair is still kinda long. nothing much changes.

me? nothin except fer taking driving licence. =)

today's bioprocess lab.
fun! fun!
on the agar plate, divided into 4 sections.
1st section:clean hands.
2nd section: armpit
3rd section: nose
4rd section: balls

weeee~~~ ahhh..when will we grow up. but i don wan to cz it clears ur mind of evrythin when ure happy!!!!!!
fun.

2005-10-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

caught up wif kev on the phone today.

in a conversation bout how irregular we are at gym now and workin out,

he told Me that yes, he's been workin out.

i say: tats great..did any cardial exercises?

he said: " i played BASKETBALL wif my cousin!!!"

guys!!!!!!!!! kevin played BASKETBALL!!

KEVIN LEE MUN KHONG played BASKERBALL!!

2005-10-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

I WROTE THIS IN MY FRIENDSTER PROFILE:

behind these hazel eyes, simple guy i tink.

don believe in thinkin too much and give myself stress.

can be a emo pussy at time. i mean, its common rite.rite guys?

and you bitch.hoe.liar. ahh, wateva, writin bout me in you noe wher.

man, u're such a hypocrite. a big motherfcuking liar.

i'm not angry if tats wat u wan or expect me to be. Coz why?

come to tink bout it...i've nothing to lose. rite guys?!?

i used to believe in certain things and man, i was naive. till you came in and change my freaking perception of things.

And if you think that you r soO damm successful in changing my perception about things in life.

hey bitch! you're not changing anything!

Coz at LEAST i noe i'm true to myself and I'm soO conscience-free.

And NOW, if you still think u're damm great.

this is wat You should do.

Go look at the mirror.

FCUK wat i said, it don't mean shit now. HAH!

THE REPLY FROM HER:

thANKS DELON. NOW I KNOW UR TRUE COLOURS.
U DON LOSE A THING RYTE.
THATS SO SELFISH OF YOU.

i always thot that when you are nice to someone and giv all u've got,
that someone would appreciate you.
but, NO!
after i met you, i learnt that one have to be selfish and be a bastard.
why? coz that someone would never understand nor appreciate and giv a freaking damm about you.

when i was drunk on friday,my frind told me i mentioned about you.
but where were you?

2005-10-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

last night was damm horrible!

im not gonna touch alcohol ever again.

NEVER!

Then, this morning gt sacked frm werk.

Why?

Because i said: Angie, i don think i can make it to work coz yest nite i got drunk so not feeling too good.

2005-10-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

today i regret doing somthing.

that is: cutting my hair which i kept fer 3 whole damm shit months.

NOW, its short.

kevin would prolly tune me when i see him fer gym tmr.

while apiss shld be glad tat i cut my hair.

the frigging worst thing of all: i got scolded by my mum fer cutting MY hair.

i mean like what the fuck!!!!!

its my frigging hair and nOT hers!

i wanna get wateva hairstyle its like my problem and not HERS.

its not tat its frigging punky. NO its not.

i guess its her MENOPAUSE. oh wellls.

2005-10-02T05:35:00.000+08:00

today's fizy's bdae!

HAPPY BDAE DUDE! damm..19 dy!

just came back from my very ferst time.

welll, its my ferst time you know.

hey hey! i'm not toking bout SEX!

i'm toking bout my ferst time clubbing!

just got back from celebrating fizy's bdae at CHINABLACK!

HMMM..the music , dance, and chicks ain't bad afterall! (except fer this chicken who dance on the stage thing..oopppps!)

now, i'm waiting fer my hair to dry. and i tnk its dry. bye.

2005-10-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

i just got bacl frm malaysia during noon.

e lifestyle there is soO unlike singapore lah.

slower and more relax unlike singapore,FAST and STRESSFUL.

food there is superb also.

nice to be in malaysia once a while.

not a bad place afterall

2005-09-29T07:45:00.000+08:00

i enrolled fer driving.finally!

hopefully by christmas chi new year, i'm able to get license.

BUT, till now, i'm still waitin fer shaw organistaion to call!

2005-09-26T13:31:00.000+08:00

Pretentious.

what goes around comes around. Definitely!

People would never know how it feels to be played around till they themselves experienced it.

Me? im doing soO good.

There's no need to avoid.
If u're seeing someone please just let people know so that they would not be wasting more time..
oweelll, wateva

2005-09-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

final paper!

finally september ends..so i asked my frens to sing "wake me up when sept ends".

*geeee..tats soO lame*

went to play Generals wif Kev & Yan.

We WON! Beware of e future GENERALS!

Man! time flies, and im half way thru my diploma.

And known yan,kev,apiss,joe fer A YEAR & HALF

Hols finally here! Wana enjoy and put EVRYTHIN BEHIND!!!!!!!

2005-09-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

e msg: "im goin...Nothin last forever"

if what she means is wat i think it is.

then i guez so be it.

its been short and sweet.

now, i might not be able to give you wat i recently made fer you.

but, someday..someday, we'll meet again.

fizza, if ure reading this, U BETA TAKE CARE OF UR HEALTH K and all e best fer your A's.

YOU & ME

2005-09-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

sometimes i dunno if im doing the right thing.

or feeling the right thing.

"lon, forget bout it lah!" they said.

i tried starting afresh.

i tried.

still, i chose to hang around.

i donnoe wats going on in you.

i dunno wats goin on in me.

help

nothing last forever.

2005-09-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

went to pacific coffee to study wif e guys.

Balls! e stuff r super expensive.

still. i spent 12 bucks in there.

then went to CAVANA with alfian.

bought spicy beef hotplate.

e next moment when i was supposed to enjoy it,

i started perspiring crazily.

damm it. they should have call it: SUPER Spicy beef or well, at least put a freaking

warning.

i wish i could pick u up.
but u never,never asked for me.
so all i could do is quietly pray u would be well.

2005-09-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

today, i packed up drawer.

and i came across those stuffs YOU wrote to me.

It never fails to put a smile on my face and sadness at e same time.

wonderful stuff YOU wrote. wonderful memories.

I learnt it the hard way,
to never let things get too far.
and never be too serious about anything at all.

2005-09-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

had lotsa fun wif e guys esp at train.

exams comin up.

and another semester wld be over soon.

time really flies......

i wonder how is she.

i wish i knew when is she going fer the op.

did you leave that light burning fer me?

2005-09-04T14:07:00.000+08:00

mum and sis bought tis strippy t-shirt.

from tis shop in Marina Square called SKIN

and hw much did it cost?

$121!!!!!!!!!!

they bought it at tt price when u can find e design in far-east!

at far-east, it would hav cost $21 and NOT $121.

wat happen to e lesson in which u told us to save up fer rainy days mum?

when questioned by me, mum said:"it comes with quality my son"

WOW, how ironic!

is tis is e price i pay fer handing you my life?

2005-09-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

and so you turn away again.

and im left stranded with questions.

"wat e hell did i do?"

the scars remind me that the past is real.

2005-08-31T18:47:00.000+08:00

one moment it was with you,

e nxt moment its gone!

im NOT tokin bout love bt A BAG!!!

shit ass balls.

a bag containing a freakin green mini-IPOD and a sony thumbdrive !!!!

i still cant get over IT.

Im NOT refering to love.

BUT the freaking BAG!!

e worst thing, ITS NOT MINE!!!

it belongs to hafiz!!!!

e boy frm SAINT JOHN!!

ME and KEVIN was suppose to take care of it!

apiss, sori!!!

ME and kevin wld get u new ones!!

arghhh...my hard earn savings!!!! no hols anymore.

BALLS to e person who took it.

2005-08-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

Being Indecisive leads to confusion.

Lost again.

Trying to deceive myself.

But still Your presence lingers here even more.

2005-08-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

i met up wif her today.

e one whom i used to love.

as i approach her,when im wif her,when i saw her..

time afta time,flashbacks of the past.

e good and e bad memory.

now,i step into a familiar position again fer the moment when im wif her.

e position of feeling fer someone.

i was numb bt tt moment, i feel again.

its nice meetin u.

u answered and explain urself bt e ting.

i smiled.

bt i had so many questions which i din asked.

why? im afraid.

"wat happen to ricky?"

"wat happen to dino?"

"wat happen to delon=ricky=farhan?"

"Then why at one time, durin e ricky=farhan=delon incident...u were cold to me?"

"i'm i jz a substitute?"

ME? all i know, i don wana fall again.

2005-08-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

its been like 66 days since tt day we part.
been a while since we met.

Ur cards..ur pictures
reminiscence of e happy joyful times
tat still puts a smile acoss my face

but i believe soon i will get over tings.hopefully

hoestly, i do miss u alot but i guez.
e past wld jz be my memory

lookin forwrd to see u on sat =)

2005-08-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

i was on my way to visit grandpa but..

goodbye grandpa..thanks fer evrything

2005-08-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

Grandpa got admitted to hospital.

i hope GOD isnt goin to take another loved one away frm me.

PLS let grandpa stay a little while more.

2005-07-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

e whole of today..

i thot of nothin except her.

i miss her like crazy today.

i hope e misses wld be used up soon.

bt at least i kinda enjoy e "fantastic 4" movie with joe,alfian and dian.

conincidentally,when i reached home still tinkin bout her,

i received an sms.

and yes, its frm her.

only to find out she was ard suntec area also.

she was near.

when will i stop missing??

her presence still lingers here.

2005-07-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

baybeats today!!

Me,Joe,Dian,CT,Saful & his gf was ther.

ferst time i mosh

mosh to the music of "LOve Me Butch"

awesome malaysian band.

adrenalin rush.

incredible experience.

makes u forget evrrythin when u mosh.

2005-07-15T18:00:00.000+08:00

these past few weeks..i really hav to thank my
frens who hav been so there for me =)

when i started tinkin bout her,
there made me laugh..
kept me accompany..
gave me advices..
supported me..
distracted me..

they make me realise that life isnt juz bout..
well..guys u noe

i feel lucky to hav you guys..

esp joe and apiss..

k..i sound gayish..beta stop

tml shld be a very fun day!!!
BAYBEATS!!

2005-07-14T12:09:00.000+08:00

e truth more or less..i noe
i knew it all along..knew tat it was comin..
bt i din believe..

now i hav believe..and i hav to accept it

2005-07-13T08:48:00.000+08:00

today im gonna meet her..

though i noe seeing her just kills me now..

if i cant grow old wif her as a couple..

i hope to grow old wif her as a friend..

it wld be nice watchin each other grow

fizza, lets be friends fer life =)

2005-07-12T08:45:00.000+08:00

woke up tis mornin at joe's place..
suddenly..sumthins came into my mind

you used to say bout ur ex who r bad..bt u stayed longer wif them..
yet howeva nice u said i was..u still left me..so much earlier than e rest

this kept me tinkin
why? im i worst of than them?

hmmm..

2005-07-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

if i didnt msgin, she wld not msgin
if i didnt call, she wld not call

she is letting go....
i tink im jz tryin too hard to hold on..

im barely hanging on

2005-07-10T10:38:00.000+08:00

everynite,all i think of is you
i guez you would not say anyting to me
those precious word ive been waitin to hear

you were a proof of wat loves all about
this is e ferst time i reli fall in love

frm you,frm 04/05-18/06,i found my ideal partner
these memories are haunting me

sorry fizza, i didn't mean to fall in love wif you
thanks for the joy and happiness u brought
the new meaning to life once u entered mine

though its all gone...
bcoz u made it possible,im GLAD i had them once

i miss YOU like crazy

2005-07-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

came across tis mail..very meaningful:

Don't be too good I will miss you. Don't be too caring, I might like you. Don't be too Sweet, I might fall for you. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

Bottom-line : A person who makes me love him is actually a person who loves me more than I love him. ________________x_____________________ ___x_____________ If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... Just be glad that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a while.

Bottom-line : Time will tell. If he's yours he will surely come back. ________________x_____________________ ___x__________ Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you. Don't drive it away from you because if you do, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you.

Bottom-line : Treasure the one who loves you! It's not easy to find a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart. ________________x_____________________ ___x_____________ The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you. happy, GO FOR IT. Remember that we pass this way only once.

Bottom-line : Time doesn't wait. If you think you might have found the right one, treasure the person, don't let that person get away. Don't let fear hold You back. Give it a try else you might regret later... "No one other than ourselves know what can truly make us happy." ________________x_____________________ ___x_____________ Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" ..."I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..."

Bottom-line : Nobody will sympathize with a person who constantly lets chances pass by without making any efforts to salvage them. We normally don't realize how important our loved and close ones are until they leave us, and then we start regretting, which results in misery. Lost time is NEVER gained again

2005-07-09T14:07:00.000+08:00

its been 19 days,
and i still miss you in many ways.
memories stuck in my head,
and i dont think it wld eva fade.
memories make me smile,
esp those time we were wild.

but..i guez wat true can never be found..
love u always my baby,fizza

misses

2005-07-05T11:14:00.000+08:00

wher do u get someone who understands you,
someone who can sense u,
someone who is fun to be wif,
someone who is full of surprises,
someone who is takes every initiative,
someone who used to love u so much?
someone who completes you,
somone who drives you,

best of all,someone who used to complete you..

YOU reading this...wher?

2005-03-15T10:49:00.000+08:00

I've been searching for you
I heard a cry within my soul
I've never had a yearning quite like this before
Know that you are walking right through my door

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

A sacred gift of heaven
For better worse, wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down
Until you cried, never

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

At every time I've always known
That you where there, upon your throne
A lonely queen without her king
I longed for you, my love forever

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

old pals

2004-11-23T14:45:00.000+08:00

today as planned,i was gonna meet up wif ivan and andy and hang out at orchard..bt as usual..they were late..damm..i was always e punctual one..arghhh..we had lunch at pasta mania at cineleisure..pretty fullin,then head of to movies upstairs.
we wanted to catch princess diarys..kinda gay rite..bt who cares..bt it was full hse..darn..so we went to lido shaw hse to check itt out
princess dairys at 5+ bt it was only 2..so we decided to catch SAW instead
wow!!!! nc-16...bt im 17 dy..time flies...and the show was great..SUPER excitin and in suspense..superb movie..i give it 5 popcorns..haha
andy and ivan shop 4 some stuff bt i din cz i shop the day b4..andy bought a yteacher frm flesh imp so i lent him my membership..haha and ivan bought a wristband and sunglass..haha..kewl
slack ard complatin whetehr i shld get shoes..bt decided NO in e end..then ard 7+,we departed frm ther and headed home

1st hari raya visitin...

2004-11-19T14:36:00.000+08:00

12+:today..met up at zuls place together wif hakim,sara,faris and firdaus..our 1st stop and had light lunch ther..slack 4 a while then zul gt ready and we went to khairs's place 4 nxt visitin.
2+:ther,we met up wif the rest of the ex TKs malays,subhan,elfi,haikal,ashlam,asyik etc...
slack ther agian then
5+:nxt stop,faridah hse
caught up wif oyr ex class chaiman..haha..she still as big bt nice as eva and kueh at her place was super nice
7+:last stop, miss erma hse...the hot CME teacher frm tk..all my malay frens crazy over her..haha..shes nice..cosy hse she gt ther..watch s'pore idol ther...stupid slyvester..i tink he sux..then till ard 9+..we gt our ass out of her place and headed to nearby cofeeshop 4 dinner..tirin day..legs cramp ah