The Old Diary

Thursday, July 21, 2005

e whole of today..

i thot of nothin except her.

i miss her like crazy today.

i hope e misses wld be used up soon.

bt at least i kinda enjoy e "fantastic 4" movie with joe,alfian and dian.

conincidentally,when i reached home still tinkin bout her,

i received an sms.

and yes, its frm her.

only to find out she was ard suntec area also.

she was near.

when will i stop missing??

her presence still lingers here.

Here @ 9:33 pm Anonymous

Sunday, July 17, 2005

baybeats today!!

Me,Joe,Dian,CT,Saful & his gf was ther.

ferst time i mosh

mosh to the music of "LOve Me Butch"

awesome malaysian band.

adrenalin rush.

incredible experience.

makes u forget evrrythin when u mosh.

Here @ 12:41 am Anonymous

Friday, July 15, 2005

these past few weeks..i really hav to thank my
frens who hav been so there for me =)

when i started tinkin bout her,
there made me laugh..
kept me accompany..
gave me advices..
supported me..
distracted me..

they make me realise that life isnt juz bout..
well..guys u noe

i feel lucky to hav you guys..

esp joe and apiss..

k..i sound gayish..beta stop

tml shld be a very fun day!!!
BAYBEATS!!

Here @ 6:00 pm Anonymous

Thursday, July 14, 2005

e truth more or less..i noe
i knew it all along..knew tat it was comin..
bt i din believe..

now i hav believe..and i hav to accept it

Here @ 12:09 pm Anonymous

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

today im gonna meet her..

though i noe seeing her just kills me now..

if i cant grow old wif her as a couple..

i hope to grow old wif her as a friend..

it wld be nice watchin each other grow

fizza, lets be friends fer life =)

Here @ 8:48 am Anonymous

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

woke up tis mornin at joe's place..
suddenly..sumthins came into my mind

you used to say bout ur ex who r bad..bt u stayed longer wif them..
yet howeva nice u said i was..u still left me..so much earlier than e rest

this kept me tinkin
why? im i worst of than them?

hmmm..

Here @ 8:45 am Anonymous

Monday, July 11, 2005

if i didnt msgin, she wld not msgin
if i didnt call, she wld not call

she is letting go....
i tink im jz tryin too hard to hold on..

im barely hanging on

Here @ 10:17 pm Anonymous

Sunday, July 10, 2005

everynite,all i think of is you
i guez you would not say anyting to me
those precious word ive been waitin to hear

you were a proof of wat loves all about
this is e ferst time i reli fall in love

frm you,frm 04/05-18/06,i found my ideal partner
these memories are haunting me

sorry fizza, i didn't mean to fall in love wif you
thanks for the joy and happiness u brought
the new meaning to life once u entered mine

though its all gone...
bcoz u made it possible,im GLAD i had them once

i miss YOU like crazy

Here @ 10:38 am Anonymous

Saturday, July 09, 2005

came across tis mail..very meaningful:

Don't be too good I will miss you. Don't be too caring, I might like you. Don't be too Sweet, I might fall for you. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

Bottom-line : A person who makes me love him is actually a person who loves me more than I love him. ________________x_____________________ ___x_____________ If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... Just be glad that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a while.

Bottom-line : Time will tell. If he's yours he will surely come back. ________________x_____________________ ___x__________ Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you. Don't drive it away from you because if you do, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you.

Bottom-line : Treasure the one who loves you! It's not easy to find a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart. ________________x_____________________ ___x_____________ The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you. happy, GO FOR IT. Remember that we pass this way only once.

Bottom-line : Time doesn't wait. If you think you might have found the right one, treasure the person, don't let that person get away. Don't let fear hold You back. Give it a try else you might regret later... "No one other than ourselves know what can truly make us happy." ________________x_____________________ ___x_____________ Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" ..."I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..."

Bottom-line : Nobody will sympathize with a person who constantly lets chances pass by without making any efforts to salvage them. We normally don't realize how important our loved and close ones are until they leave us, and then we start regretting, which results in misery. Lost time is NEVER gained again

Here @ 9:43 pm Anonymous

its been 19 days,
and i still miss you in many ways.
memories stuck in my head,
and i dont think it wld eva fade.
memories make me smile,
esp those time we were wild.

but..i guez wat true can never be found..
love u always my baby,fizza

Here @ 2:07 pm Anonymous

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

wher do u get someone who understands you,
someone who can sense u,
someone who is fun to be wif,
someone who is full of surprises,
someone who is takes every initiative,
someone who used to love u so much?
someone who completes you,
somone who drives you,

best of all,someone who used to complete you..

YOU reading this...wher?

Here @ 11:14 am Anonymous